protein fry up

an early twentieth century car / the smell of stool loosening oils / the good times in ballet boots / I remember / the rout / the soft stink of artless theory / architecture up on intangible highs / on bloodless concrete and pussless spots / squeezing / getting shouted at / in way of conversation / being talked at / in mimicry of communication / a contagion of nullification / ears / burnt out / eyes / burnt out / culture cinders fail to ignite / solace / boredom / bottles / cans / a faint smell of sex / murdered sperm and egg / protein fry up...